Look at the time!

Yes, look at the time! If Blogger's clock is accurate, you'd notice it's 1:43 a.m. From there, it doesn't take much IQ to come to the inevitable conclusion - CHENGWEI CANNOT SLEEP.

Beware, whinning ahead-

Why can't I sleep Why can't I sleep Why can't I sleep?!!!! My goodness, last night, after tossing in bed for about 2 hours, I gave out and got Ray to walk out to NUS to get some food. Came back, and still didn't sleep for the next hour. Brilliant. And today, after having lessons until 8p.m., walking from Fong Seng back to PGP, helping Kevin with Econs - I was so drained that I thought I'd just snooze the moment I hit the sack. But NO! 1.5 hours later, here I am, giving up, done with blog surfing, done with reading Gilmore Girls Transcripts, done with doing anything my tired mind can possibly handle...

Anyway, while trying to explain taxaton, AVCs, MCs, ATCs etc etc, I was actually pretty amused by the amount of Econs I actually remember. Maybe K didn't understand wtheck I was saying half the time, but still. It's been one and a half years since I even touched these things. Old Mr Barnard, in all his off-syllabus ramblings, must have done me some good after all. Hopefully, that translates into: don't need to spend so much time studying for BSP 1005 exams.

Speaking of which, I miss the good old Barnard days, despite the fact that after 1.5 years, the one single most vivid memory which remains is him drawing the PPB curve on the board, comparing it to the shape of his beer belly, and exclaiming 'BIG IS BEAUTIFUL!' And using 'Tiger Juice' to illustrate demand and supply curves.

And what do I get now? Someone who speaks like Yan Can Cook, who finished Lecture 2 in the 4th Lecture, who goes 'Is this intuitive? Is this correct?' Oh yea, not to forget... For the past whole month, I only recently realized that he doesn't go 'Is this CRAP?', but it sounds that way because he can't pronouce 'correct'. But hey, at least I get to have fun laughing and imitating him all the time. This marks a very bitchy sem, considering I spend BSP 1005 lects imitating Yan-Can-Cook, MKT 1003 Lecture imitating the lecturer's shrill voice and speculating her real age under that make-up, USS 2105 seminars scoffing at a certain 'Salsa Girl'... *runs and hides in a corner*

Someday, I'll be a better, nicer, sympathetic person, free from being bitchy, mean, unsympathetic. Someday, I'll wake up and say 'Life is Beautiful'.