Happy announcment

This is 2 days late, but I still must shout it out to the whole wide world - EXAMS ARE OVER! *balloons, streamers, fireworks* Shall not comment on the papers themselves, except - I, chengwei, promise never to start studying for any exam less than 24 hours before the paper itself. That was exactly what I did with bsp1005 and omg, besides crazynuttyoutoftheworldAlevelhistory, I don't think I'v ever, EVER, panicked so much. 12 hours before an exam, the thought that 'at least I've studied economics before' doesn't really provide much comfort anymore- you just panic.

But it doesn't quite matter now, because it's over and done with! This exam made me realize one thing I don't quite like about the U - we'll never ever get back any exam papers. Really, it's not about marks or mistakes, but after spending so much time pondering over some questions, it'd be nice to know what it should have been, just for the sake of it. What's the point of learning so much, then sitting for one big exam, and never quite realize what you learnt right/wrong. I'm ashamed to say this, but I find myself not even writing in proper english at times, because it feels rather pointless, when I'll never know what someone actually thought about my essay, my writing, my thoughts.

And thanks Amanda panda baby. Thanks so much to for willingly spending your sunday in my depressing pee gee pee hole, just watching my back while i mug. (really, the company helped.) Thanks for shopping with me when I ended my exams all alone. You're truly one of the most giving person I've met, and I only wish I could be half as nice. =)

I think I'm really obsessed, but I can't help it! Was feeling so out of place the past few days, just because I haven't ran for 4 days. Swear I'll run/swim/do all things healthy this break. This morning, I drove all the way back to NUS, planning to run, and then go for a swim with KC after his paper. Ended up just swimming, but it felt great, to finally, FINALLY get some exercise. KC amazingly lapped me by 2 laps, but I shall attribute it to lankyboy being almost an entire ruler taller than me.

Ray suggested dinner at Spageddies today, and I don't know what made me agree. But stepping in always fills me with such a strange sense of nolstagia, to see familiar faces doing things more than familiar. And as the brother rightly pointed out yesterday, it's so unsettling to be served by people you know, to have someone you genuinely respect pour you water. You could tell me it's ok, but I don't think I could ever get used to it even if I tried. I never thought I'd ever want to work there, thread the same path, ever again - but now I'm really looking forward to starting work. Methinks it'll be so fun to work with my own bro and more fun to laugh at him.

Oh yea, and things have been more than coincidental lately. Like how I find it so strange that I always see Weeseng when I go back to Spaggedies. Or how I started writing a letter to Chris today, telling her how I shall write to all the overseas friends whenever I can't sleep - and when I got back today, I found a parcel from her waiting for me and in it, I found a book entitled 'Power sleep.'

Holiday plans:
-RUN, swim
-Summer module in Beida
-Learn how to use Adobe photoshop properly
-Learn how to park my car (this has got to be given top priority, to avoid further (very loud) comments such as 'this woman like never park car before' from random, bitchy, mean, unsympathetic women in the Far East Carpark. Or having to be given directions by a random stranger in the hostel carpark, and feel so embarrassed because he's so *aww* cute)
-Holiday (bangkok, malaysia, and imaginary Europe)
-catch up reading.
-...someone add something to this list.