Sleepy

Shucks, I simply can't stop sleeping, shopping, spending, snacking, spending, surfing... if only I can add the word 'studying' to that list as well. I don't understand it. I've been falling asleep every other hour the whole weekend. No amount of coffee, food, exercise helps. I just fall asleep, first on my desk, then I wake up, say, 'Oh shit! How long have I been sleeping.' And then migrate to the bed.

I thought I didn't care, I wish I didn't care. But I'm beginning to get worried about exams. But I can't stop procrastinating!

Last night, my mum was talking to me about how we may celebrate my birthday and Mothers' Day with my grandmother next month. And sudden realized how fast a year has gone by, how fast things have passed me by. It's been a year since -

I could never quite pick myself up.
I did, and then lost my handphone.
I got a new hp number.
I felt a sudden surge of hope, after a very special birthday.
The worst happened, though I never thought it could be me.
I sat alone outside Paragon late at night, crying, only to be told it was alright.
I was slacking and slacking and slacking, and still am, somewhat.
I was so inspired by the happiest-go-luckiest person I've ever encountered.
I learnt to be content, only to forget sometimes.

Oh no. I turn 20 next month. (Hey JY Happy Bdae again, old woman. hehe)

Back to slacking. Opps, studying.