Shagged

My goodness, it's my first day at work and I worked S2! (S2 meaning two shifts in a day, lunch and dinner) Am so dead tired! Can't believe I used to pride myself for being able to stand forever and forever. I was supposed to work only only one shift today, but this server who has been working S2 for the past consecutive god-knows-how-many days requested that I take over her and I readily agreed... bad mistake. I was already sick in the morning... and by 10pm, I felt more sick and tired than ever. Didn't help that their staff meals always look so oily/greasy/unappetizing/unhealthy and I just didn't want to risk it in my illness and ended up surviving on pieces of bread the whole day. (My brother, who's a part-time chef there, just confirmed that the food is definitely not very healthy - in his words, 'yah it's not very good. They anyhow cook one, plus everyday also chicken.') Came home and downed a bowl of hot soup...ahhhhh, I feel more alive already.

Going back to work was weirder than I ever imagined it to be, in every sense of the word, in every possible way. Nevertheless, I met Casie... who's my long lost badminton junior from Nanyang! It feels like fate. Apparantly, she discovered that I used to work there while looking at the old name lists, my ic number and talking to the other servers. And she actually saw me when I went I was there with Ray last week, but didn't call me for fear that I would not remember her. And today, another server told me about her... so I immediately went to check the schedule, only to be disappointed that she was only doing the dinner shift for today... but haha, I was asked to do dinner after all, so I did get meet her! =) For some strange reason, it's always nice to meet someone who was from Nanyang, even if you never really knew each other. It always reminds me of how grateful I am for the Southgoat years.

Casie aside, it was a mix of familiar and old faces. I heard this dishwasher commenting that I look really really really pro considering it's my first day of work (well, I can't quote him exactly because it was all in Mandarin)... lol, 'first day' indeed. Think I lost touch though, time was crawling and it felt like I was working at a crawling pace as well. Oh well, I hope things are better tomorrow (s2 again! =( ). Must learn to look less tired, felt so zombified with my black eye rings, paleness and all today.

I hate to show my bitchyness, but too bad, someone has incurred my wrath. This is intentionally crpytic, not to spare you, mr WS, but to spare myself - but really, who are you to judge me, make assumptions about me, and such contradictory ones. I might possibly think it's flattering (but look, I don't), and I may oblige you occassionally, but that doesn't mean you pretend to be my best friend. I've played enough games in my life thus far, it's plain hypocrisy ('fess up, there's a hypocrite in all of us.) To all my friends - you know I love you. =p

ps: Serene, Joey and I are in O-bar's photo gallery! :P