Sulky post
I think I've been looking very sulky this couple of days, and I'm literally, sulky right now - can't sleep!
Sigh, and I thought after three consecutive S2 shifts at Spageddies this week, I should be sleeping like a baby right now. In fact, I was so exhausted towards the end of dinner shift today that I actually entertained thoughts of letting plates crash right onto the floor and then get sacked. As if, for I could never live with the shame. Would probably go down the history of Spageddies for generations and generations of servers to hear - 'sacked for intentionally breaking plates.'
Yesterday, I was very surprised to receive an sms from someone at work in the middle of the night, asking why I looked so down. During my break today, Ben actually asked, 'Why you always so moody one...' And Gilbert also told me, 'You look damn moody.' Well, I'm not exactly the chattiest and chirpiest person around, but really??? Sigh, I think I've to resign myself to the fact that I look terribly fierce/aloof/unfriendly/antisocial/deserved-to-be-slapped whenever I'm not smiling. So many people have commented that I've a very serious look of concentration!
Ironically, I really got progressively moodier through the night. :( Besides being tired, I think I made a record number of mistakes tonight. Gave the wrong terms of promotion, keyed in wrong order, forgot to key in an order, brought the wrong credit card to the guest, did things super inefficiently... I really hate the feeling of making mistakes, any mistakes at work. Even if I manage to avoid a dressing down, it feels like I'm the cause of needless trouble to everyone. One guest actually told me, 'It's alright. We all make mistakes!', but really, I'm not exactly new to the work anymore. Sigh, it was so demoralizing that I almost couldn't bring myself to smile at guests anymore. Blah, can't even do a simple job right. To top it off, I left my shoes in the Paragon toilet after work and it's probably gone.
Really don't know what's wrong with me the whole of today. Thank goodness I'm not working tomorrow, need to find my brains back before Friday.
I wish I would completely recover soon enough, really hate being sick. The blessings of being well again -
(1) Can start running again. (supposed to make running dates with a number of people)
(2) Can work better.
(4) Can go out.
(3) People at work will stop asking me why I don't eat everyday. The food isn't great, but sometimes it feels like I'm insulting all the chefs by not eating. (I think I've a reputation for being incredibly fussy about food- Really intended to eat the staff meal today, but it was Tom Yam and Fried Chicken, everything that will kill my throat.)
Sigh, and I thought after three consecutive S2 shifts at Spageddies this week, I should be sleeping like a baby right now. In fact, I was so exhausted towards the end of dinner shift today that I actually entertained thoughts of letting plates crash right onto the floor and then get sacked. As if, for I could never live with the shame. Would probably go down the history of Spageddies for generations and generations of servers to hear - 'sacked for intentionally breaking plates.'
Yesterday, I was very surprised to receive an sms from someone at work in the middle of the night, asking why I looked so down. During my break today, Ben actually asked, 'Why you always so moody one...' And Gilbert also told me, 'You look damn moody.' Well, I'm not exactly the chattiest and chirpiest person around, but really??? Sigh, I think I've to resign myself to the fact that I look terribly fierce/aloof/unfriendly/antisocial/deserved-to-be-slapped whenever I'm not smiling. So many people have commented that I've a very serious look of concentration!
Ironically, I really got progressively moodier through the night. :( Besides being tired, I think I made a record number of mistakes tonight. Gave the wrong terms of promotion, keyed in wrong order, forgot to key in an order, brought the wrong credit card to the guest, did things super inefficiently... I really hate the feeling of making mistakes, any mistakes at work. Even if I manage to avoid a dressing down, it feels like I'm the cause of needless trouble to everyone. One guest actually told me, 'It's alright. We all make mistakes!', but really, I'm not exactly new to the work anymore. Sigh, it was so demoralizing that I almost couldn't bring myself to smile at guests anymore. Blah, can't even do a simple job right. To top it off, I left my shoes in the Paragon toilet after work and it's probably gone.
Really don't know what's wrong with me the whole of today. Thank goodness I'm not working tomorrow, need to find my brains back before Friday.
I wish I would completely recover soon enough, really hate being sick. The blessings of being well again -
(1) Can start running again. (supposed to make running dates with a number of people)
(2) Can work better.
(4) Can go out.
(3) People at work will stop asking me why I don't eat everyday. The food isn't great, but sometimes it feels like I'm insulting all the chefs by not eating. (I think I've a reputation for being incredibly fussy about food- Really intended to eat the staff meal today, but it was Tom Yam and Fried Chicken, everything that will kill my throat.)
Chengwei looked out at 2:49 am
1 Comments:
hey gal, it's true tat ppl often will make mistake. perhaps u r too tired. take some rest if u can...
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