many many thoughts

...all swirling round and round my head, and I can't believe I can blog about so many things these days. Must be the glorious post exam syndrome.

I read some of my old entries today, for the first time. And guess what I found - I can't believe I ever asked Steven to pass me BLUE KETCHUP. I almost forgot I've ever said such a dumb thing.

Okay, I just had a funny conversation with Adrian-this is for Linda to read-

hope to master these three words "" says:
one is zara supporter , the other is mango supporter
i hope to master these three words "" says:
i had a gd laugh when i see her friendster this morning, mango teo
Chengwei says:
haha
Chengwei says:
now then u know?
Chengwei says:
tt's why we can go shopping together
i hope to master these three words "" says:
ya la
i hope to master these three words "" says:
no wonder
i hope to master these three words "" says:
actually both of u shopping save time
i hope to master these three words "" says:
u know why
i hope to master these three words "" says:
just need to go two shops, zara and manago
i hope to master these three words "" says:
hee hee
Chengwei says:
HAHA
i hope to master these three words "" says:
what is your sir name
Chengwei says:
lee
i hope to master these three words "" says:
zara lee
i hope to master these three words "" says:
hi zara lee

And I can't believe myself, as usual. I told Steven I'll work next Wednesday. I never seem to be able to keep my resolve. Sigh, I guess somewhere deep down in my heart, I know that I don't really want to leave because I'm so used to it after waitressing for 2 years. And any other temporary jobs that come after that will probably have to be office jobs, or I'd never find a job when I graduate - imagine being chained to a desk 24/7! I much rather be clearing those dirty plates.

But, I definitely need to leave that place soon, once and for all... before work eats up my last days in Singapore which I really want to spend with all the people that matter most, before I lose my mind from smiling like an idiot everyday. Any longer, I think I'd be able to differentiate every single tile on the Spageddies floor. I swear I'm going to say I'm not free if Steven calls to ask me to work more next week.

I forgot to mention, I saw the loveliest trench coat at Zara yesterday... looks so warm and comfortable... most importantly, it's black, so I can use it with anything I wear... sigh, I don't know if it's worth buying when I'm already spending so much on exchange. If anyone feels like he has 200 bucks to spare, I could do with a useful Christmas present, haha.