Back, and off again

I'm back from NUSPE camp and am SO tired. I shall not comment too much on the camp except that I'm glad I was there, and it has been quite an insightful couple of days. There're always new things to discover.

And I'm going to Vietnam tomorrow. No exclammation mark because I'm currently too tired to even be that excited. I'll just try to enjoy myself.

Today, I made a confession- I've never dared to be honest (what irony) about it to anyone whom I know would be so surprised. The skeleton is now out of the closet. I feel both relief,

and horror. It's all so confusing. If only I could rest for awhile.

I am abit anxious about Vietnam for various reasons, but I'll try to face those fears. When I'm back, it'd be almost Christmas. Hopefully I'd be able to sort a few things out.

For one, stop procrastinating and learn Mars (my next lame performance peace which I don't even dare to play too much at home for fear that the neighbours would think I can't read notes).

Figure out what to do for Christmas (for once, I dread it), write a few special cards. Buy one good present. Go for the Sushi Tei walk. (purpleness!)

Then think about what I want for the New Year, how ready I am to handle stuff, and how I wish to handle them. I don't kow how, but 2009 better be better.