It's ending

About two and a half days to the end of 2007. A part of me is more than happy to say goodbye to the second half of the year, but the other part... is grateful for it. It made me see so much, and brought a number of people (back) into my life. I feel humbled, and I think I've a (slightly, only slightly) greater capacity to love now.

I am looking forward to 2008. A chance of renewal, to make new resolutions, and say goodbye to past vices. But I do know, that it is an arbitrary start point, just another day in the calender. Starting out again lies in my hands. When I'm ready (but when will I ever be?).

I've been contemplating over my resolutions, for I don't want to make any that I know I'll break. But I find myself not wanting to make certain resolutions because I want to break them. It's so confusing.

I hope the people whom I'm so so grateful towards for walking me through the year know who they are. And that includes you Pepper Lee! =)