Let go of the challenge.

I can't run the Standard Chartered tomorrow and I'm really disappointed in myself for giving it up.

Dear Lynn, I'm sorry, but I'm really so proud of you for going! I'll be hoping for you all the way and I'll be so proud of you when you do it! Good luck!

I really lost that drive, but I'll find it back before next year's marathon. First, I'll run the army half marathon for the third time, then this time, really try for the full marathon in Dec.