Saw a cute guy at the gym today and got some friendly and well meaning advice from the gym instructor.

Mars isn't going well. I don't feel good enough to play it, but I swear I'll practice until I make it. Every piece I play with my (favourite =p ) partner, I want to do it well. But ahh, no motivation to practice those dissonant things.

I really have so many things to learn, and quite a few things to undo.