Post CNY

Call me crazy, I'm actually glad the CNY break is over and it's time to head back to school. After the festivities, I'm down with a cough. I cough all night and morning, am up and about in the day, then proceed to cough. The more I think of it, the more I regret all the pineapple tarts/tapoica chips/cakes/chips/cashew nuts/ whatever else that went down my throat.

Not to mention, diarrhoea.

Stressful week ahead. Two essays, Loreal Brandstorm, SGX Case, piano (haven't practised for almost a week), appointments and a host of other things. Time to gear myself up and tell myself I can get through it without messing things up. That messing up doesn't solve anything.

I'm glad I went to EN today, after skipping it last week. The message was very inspiring, and I guess just being there gave me more confidence in stuff. But I still consider myself a Sunday churchgoer - it doesn't feel right when I go there once a week to feel a sense of renewal. I think I need a lot of time with this, after living by myself for such a long time.

In spite of the messy events over CNY, I'm still trying to remind myself that I'm indeed a very fortunate girl, and I can do this. I've been told by others that I will definitely see the light at the end of the tunnel, so I guess... I just can't let the people I hold dear down, if not myself.

There's a dull, nagging sense of hurt that wouldn't go away, but when I think of it, today is better than any of the past few days. And I got more things sorted out, and see them in a clearer light. At least I don't have to second guess things as much.

Anyway, I rediscovered a new food that I used to LOVE! My foodcourt staple (before my mee hoon kway infatuation) - KIMCHI SOUP!

Have a better week ahead. You promised. Sms me when you falter and I'll GRUNT til u move on. =)