Trying

Is it enough that I am trying? Trying but still failing more often than I like? I know that if I don't make up my mind to do something soon and stick through it no matter what, it's going to be too late.


"I wanted you to see what real courage is, instead of getting the idea that courage is a man with a gun in his hand. It’s when you know you’re licked before you begin but you begin anyway and you see it through no matter what.”

Harper Lee To Kill a Mockingbird 1960


I don't want to go down that path again.

I'm tempted to sulk, and mope, and blame fate for throwing such stuff at me. Lament, regret, wish I never discovered ed, but it's pointless isn't it? It isn't my life, and it won't be.