Colour me cynical

Not.



He told me to watch my back, but I refuse to see it that way. So much doubt have been cast my way of late, but I'd still choose to believe- Unpredictable, perhaps. But you'd be honest with me, won't you? I'll keep close to heart your words, if anyone, it has to be me to trust.



The pain, otherwise, will be too much.



Anymore and my faith will falter, and soon I'll lose my trust in everyone. A friend once gave me a piece of advice- to trust, until proven wrong. So far, it has not failed me. Not in any disastrous way at least.



I had a good piano lesson today. =)



I need to learn better time management skills. Considering I had the whole day + whole night to get everything done, but I ended up staying up for the most of last night to get the powerpoint presentation done, all the way til 10am this morning. And I still had to rush the last bit and settle for some slipshod work. Yuck. I better be more disciplined (and less sleepy) if I intend to have a pleasant time with final year in the university, honours thesis, piano and other commitments.



Please pardon me, but -

Goals / Things to do for the week:

Business Case Study Report (ugh)
Political Science Essay (ugh)
Explore thesis ideas (ok...)
Buy rabbit dinner (yay)
Prepare a special gift (Yay & sigh)
Watch 2 webcasts, prob three since I doubt I will be going for APB this week (half-a-ugh)
Get Debussy score (yay)
Practise piano enough to make my lessons worth it (Half a yay)
Bank in Cheque (blah)
Think about Biz History essay topic (Ugh)
Think about Asianism essay topic (ugh, ugh, ugh!)
[I'm sure the list doesn't end here, and will expand as the week's events and project meetings unfold.]



I love you MOUSE. Just felt like saying that, heehee.