I feel like bitching

One long, whiny run with Boon later, I feel much better. Things are still all messed up in my head, but I guess I got to learn to deal with the way things are. And learn to accept the fact that as an adult (pffttt!), I'll have to be responsible for myself. And should I choose to let go of everything and screw up, it's no one's fault, but my foolishness.

It's never easy to make the right choice.

I really, really, really feel like being bitchy - you are such a pathetic hypocrite. Unfortunately, I love you enough not to say that straight into your face. For your own good, I hope you know that deep down. Because people can see, you know.

No matter how great your achievements, how much power you accumulate... without humility, it's meaningless.

I'm beginning to feel bad, about being too quick to judge of late. I now choose to believe that glimpse of sincerity I perceive. She and I, we hold such different worldviews. I cannot see things the same way, but I don't suppose that gives me the right to condemn everything. What's past is past, I shall consciously let go of that grudge.

I really don't know what in the world I have done to deserve such patience, kindness and love.