Essay Update II
Word Count: 1791/4000 words
I feel like crap right now. After barely sleeping the entire night, all I've produced is 1791 words?! I could write a blog post that long in approximately twenty minutes, I swear.
Amazingly, I am not aching from yesterday's self-torturing run. I am so tempted to just throw the stupid essay aside right now and go repeat it, but I shall go for class instead (yes, the class which I'm rushing the essay for.) I don't know what's wrong with me, but I'm letting myself fall into a pretty sorry state. For the past week, I just don't have any appetite, so I've been eating tom yum everyday because spicy and sour things are the only things I find palatable right now. It sends my stomach into chaos, but I've been having it anyway. Just now, I had a sandwich for breakfast and it left me feeling so nauseaus. I wanted to get something else from the canteen... I walked in, couldn't find any spicy food, and loss all appetite. And my stomach's filled with coffee, coffee and more coffee. And quite a disgusting amount of coke.
I'm going to back up right now and drag my butt to class. And hope I somehow manage to survive. I have just be informed that I have up til midnight today to get it done, and no longer.
Sorry for being so pms-y. I know I shouldn't be whining so much, but I'm so frustrated with myself.
I feel like crap right now. After barely sleeping the entire night, all I've produced is 1791 words?! I could write a blog post that long in approximately twenty minutes, I swear.
Amazingly, I am not aching from yesterday's self-torturing run. I am so tempted to just throw the stupid essay aside right now and go repeat it, but I shall go for class instead (yes, the class which I'm rushing the essay for.) I don't know what's wrong with me, but I'm letting myself fall into a pretty sorry state. For the past week, I just don't have any appetite, so I've been eating tom yum everyday because spicy and sour things are the only things I find palatable right now. It sends my stomach into chaos, but I've been having it anyway. Just now, I had a sandwich for breakfast and it left me feeling so nauseaus. I wanted to get something else from the canteen... I walked in, couldn't find any spicy food, and loss all appetite. And my stomach's filled with coffee, coffee and more coffee. And quite a disgusting amount of coke.
I'm going to back up right now and drag my butt to class. And hope I somehow manage to survive. I have just be informed that I have up til midnight today to get it done, and no longer.
Sorry for being so pms-y. I know I shouldn't be whining so much, but I'm so frustrated with myself.
Chengwei looked out at 9:23 am
1 Comments:
hang in there missy, dont let the stress get to your pretty head! not by your own might, nor by your own strength. you'll get through this! <3
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