mehhh mehhh mehhhhhhhhh my room is so hot!

Starbucked is such an interesting read that I'd go on and on if not for work. I think I will read myself to sleep tonight. And I have the sudden urge to play the piano- I'm learning an impressionistic piece, which is really pretty. I searched it on YouTube- every rendition of it sounded significantly different. So many ways to interpret a piece. I just ... erm... play it literally, boringly. As Mr Ku says, I'm 'over zealous' with following the score.

It's really strange. I could consciously tell myself not to have any expectations - but it's always there, right there, at the back of my head. It's the human condition I think, all maybe students' condition- you'd always have this benchmark, however small it is. So, when you see that letter- you start wondering whether you're becomming a failure. All because of expectations. Sigh. Silly old me.