sigh

Right now, I am just meh, meh, meh. Or is it just exhuastion from the day's work?

It's almost as if a day of being immersed in work was meant to camoflage the confusion and fear which has lately encroached into my mind. I question, and I question, but am afraid of the truth. It doesn't matter what it is- the answer would scare me anyway.

I want to hear, but I don't think I'd like what I hear. Meh, oh meh =(