This is one sucky day

As with the peak and troughs of a transverse wave function (I remember this!), with every up there is a down. After doses of delight yesterday, today was quite a downer.

On the Ed front, I seem to be coping less than usually well this week. =( Never what happened, I woke up this morning in a horrible mood. I actually, FINALLY, got out of bed to run at 5:45am, and guess what? I was feeling so pms-y I decided not to run, couldn’t get back to sleep, and attempted to soothe myself with the piano. Even then, it was an hours worth of bad music – all I did was play through pieces, rarely stopping to really correct whatever I was unhappy with, which was a hell lot.

Exhausted as always, I fell asleep on the bus on my way to work, and when I woke up, I was horrified to find that I just missed my stop! Well, fine, walk one stop, no big deal for a person like me who claims to love exercising.

So, I get to the office, and then I discover the most depressing thing ever – I couldn’t find my handphone! Called, and called, and called some more, it rang, did not rang, rang again, stopped ringing… and I eventually got my guts up and told my mum to cancel the line. I am very upset. I will probably get a new phone soon, but I am so unhappy with my own stupidity. I must have either had it stolen while sleeping, or dropped it while dashing off the bus. And I keep things in my handphone! As with many things I possess, I develop an attachment towards them – that handphone, is mine, old or not, pretty or not (oh but I love it’s black, guyish look).

And yea, talk about omens- the moment I jumped off the bus just now, I saw a big board at the 7-11 saying 'handphone without contract for $80' and was just thinking whether my family should get one since we (i.e. the brothers) have a tendency to lose and spoil phones. Like, OMG. =..(

That pretty much ruined my day. Moody at the office, tired of reading the same information over and over again, because I am still doing up my powerpoint on eco-cities. I think I am actually beginning to hate powerpoint, especially Powerpoint 2003. Life with Office 2007 is so much better, except this office doesn’t use it, and well, neither does NUS.

I was slightly cheered up during lunch, when I headed over to meet NicNic for a quick lunch at Raffles City. Cedele Walnut Carrot Cake and NicNic’s (he wore a purple striped shirt for me!) made me feel better, but as I headed back, I found myself wishing the day would just hurry end.

Goodness. I sound so defeatist. The brighter side of tonight is (hurhur, the brighter side of the darker part of the day, I am so lame), I’m meeting Engsiang for dinner at Raffles City. He did tell me to try to feel better by then, which I find difficult to, but I think he will put me in a better mood, haven’t seen that boy in such a long time!

Well, in accordance to my ‘all or nothing’ tendencies, since I’m in the most, foul, moody, bitchy mood today – I might as well go all out and type out a blog post that is depressing, whiney, and bitchy. I have yet to cover bitchy, so I shall do so now with my greatest gripe – I absolutely hate the ‘ok’ when it comes in abundance. ‘ok’ ‘ok’ ‘ok’ ‘ok’ enough already!

I think when I get home tonight, if I don’t sleep immediately, I’m just going to play piano, or hide in a corner and read my book. Or well, maybe I’d just chill out with Engs if I'm up for it. Off to meet him!