I'm so going to bitch

That really made me feel like f*ck, though you probably don't give a shit. I guess I only have myself to blame. People tire, it's true.

I really haven't felt so down in the longest time ever. Absolutely pathetic. And I can't expect to be whining all the time and have people look out for me. I suppose it's time I stand by myself. And then what, pretend all is fine and merry, and happy and clappy?

Sigh. I guess I'm tired and hopefully it'd all pass after I sleep it off. =(