I’m trying to relax here, but I have not exercised for three days! The weekend was packed with handover and committee meeting (a very good one though, well worth the effort I put in), and then, I had a stuffy nose/throat yesterday, and I willed myself to just rest.

Once I slack, I slack all the way! Yesterday, I managed to take the time freed up for two (very demoralizing) piano practice sessions… I meant to wake up to do my scales this morning, but guess what, I slept until 7:15am. =( I at 11pm last night, but I was still SO TIRED when my alarm rang at 6am. What the hell?!!!! I must not be such a pig tomorrow!

I have yet another meeting at the Esplanade tonight with Mark, and then Kebs… which really mean, besides work, today is essentially unproductive. Hate it when I pass my days like this.

Oh, HAPPY BIRTHDAY Mouse Lian Rodent! My goodness, you have no idea, how much I love you, the first best girlfriend I’ve made in a long time, and probably only the second or third girl I’ve met during uni that I really treasure. (not that we actually met in NUS, hahaha) You’re the turning point of my life, my mouse, my spouse, my blouse, my house, heehee.

Yep, it’s Miss Kim Lian Rolles’ 20th today. That means both of us purple freaks are May babies. =) We finally, and I mean, FINALLY, had Sushi Tei together again last night at Thomson Plaza. I miss the times when we could spend so much time together, but along came exams when we decided to study separately, and then work… =( I miss you mouse!

I don’t how to make you understand, and I probably shouldn’t expect you to, or ask for that much. I know I can be a disappointment- but each time I hear, or see that note of disappointment, a part of me is hurt too.