Tired, oh tired!

Towards the later half of the week, I am always exhuasted. It's an endless cycle - I get up early to do all my stuff, drink cups after cups of coffee to stay sane and awake during work, come back and try to do my stuff (if I do not have any dinner appointments), sleep, and then the whole cycle begins. I've been so tired that my head hurts even while drinking coffee, because there's not enough caffeine to fuel my system yet. Yesterday, during lunch, I took a nap in one of the rooms at office, because I just couldn't take that throbbing pain and was nodding off.

No time, no time, no discipline, no discipline! I want to spend time practising, work, and then run, and I find I can't go all these things equally devotedly anymore. =( On Thursday night, I was trying so hard to do a mega-practise session for piano coaching the next day, but by ten thirty, I had to concede that practising just wasn't going to get me anywhere because I was mentally exhuasted. All I was doing was pressing keys, not practising.

UGH. And I haven't been able to sleep well because there's so much on my mind, especially what to do, what to do, what to do, what to do, and more to do. Someone please throw me some time/fatigue management skills. I'm in desperate need of them.

It really pisses me off that I am so tired all the time! (now off for an afternoon nap).