'Consider it pure joy, my brothers [and sisters], whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything. If any of you lacks wisdom, he should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to him.'
James 1:2-5

I guess, with everything I have overcome and been through, there is no reason I shouldn't be able to go on.

And I've forgiven, but I'm still not sure about forgetting. My pride tells me that I'm too weak with my forgiveness, but I guess, anger and hatred only serves to make me unhappier. Grudge is like a tool of revenge, and I don't find it right for me to use it.

With patience, I wait and sit(work) through.